SPRiNG Love.

Spring has always been one of my moms favorite seasons, Not because of the rain, but more because of all the cute little animals that start coming out... and the flowers. My mom has always found pleasures in the smallest things, especially the things that we normally would take forgranted. She loved going on picnics and long drives to no destination in particular, but it was probably the quality time that she enjoyed the most. It's going to be 5 months. Time really does go by fast. You think they have internet in heaven? i wonder if she reads my blog....haha. i know she still watches over us, every single day. She's probably here with me now, as i write this to all of you. One, making sure that im taking care of myself because of whatever mystery flu-like-cold that i came down with AGAIN! TWO, just because.

Feb. was a small month, but it was a emotional one. The whole month centers around Love. Sad to say though, love has been so commercialized.Even i found myself caught up in it.. Can you blame me? Im a female!! We didn't do anything special for valentines day, but we did celebrate two years on the 24th, so that made up for everything. And i have a better understanding of my boyfriend. I know relationships are never easy, but as long as i dont give up on US, and trust in what is real, and being able to truly communicate then everything will be ok. As long as we both stay true to ourselves, to each other. Something that at first, i wasn't really able to do. Something I regret as well, because It hurts when you hurt someone that you love...

People constantly change in your life, just like you should. Moving on, doesnt mean that you forget those people... It just mean that the journey that you had with them at that specific time in your life has ended, and maybe you might reach a point where you run into each other again, but you still learn to move on, you can't live life backwords. You can't fix hurt, you have to give it time to heal itself.