gaining control..

HAPPY BDAY DREA!!

today i decided to finally do something about my annoyingly messy closet….(all honesty it isnt really messy.. just the clothes are towering over, and i was looking at it and thinking that soo much can be given away….) soo i got rid of helllla clothes… i had tank tops that were fraying, and that i wore to bed.. but i noticed im pretty repetitive when it comes to sleep clothes… so i just threw away any of the tanks ive had for years…(yeah, years!), shirts i dont even reach for anymore, and i even had a dress i NEVER wore. (its too short for anything.. i bought it cuz it was 5 dollars from the original 89 that it was…) and wrote down necessities for fall/winter….

1. long sleeve shirts, blouses..

2. SWEATERS-cardigans—preferably black/ white…. i need a good black cardigan, i keep wearing my gray one.

3. sneakers&socks. (i have no socks and im thinking of starting a sneaker venture… i never understood why guys are soo hooked on this.. but something tells me im gonna get a crash course into buying Nike’s 101.) lol.. its gonna be fun to see life from my bf’s sneaker fetish. :P…. plus hes buying. im down to spend when its with someone elses money.

4.new SOPHISTICATED underwear. lol.. (i dont wanna explain this.. im blushing already at the thought that anyone can be reading this)

i LOVE fall clothes. :) cant wait. in summer time i dress simpler, bcuz i find it easier to be comfortable in hot weather… but in fall, u can wear pretty much anything thanks to california weather. :) its a matter of having a place to wear it too.— therefore, i vote a monthly family reunion??! something to look forward too? yes?

it is always cleansing to go looking through your old stuff, and throw things away… i dont know what it is about it… empowering (shutup i know its corny).. lol. i mean its not like i have anything else to do… speaking of which, i headed over to micheals to get more plastic cases for my jewelry…. then i started looking for a hobby. lol…. they were having a sale on SKETCH PADS.. so i got it for 3.49…… and they clearanced out a charcoal/ sketching set. 14.99 to 2.99! soo im hoping that i got enough inspiration to start drawing again. that and going back to the gym… small steps.

ive been really depressed lately, but my mom’s new medication seems to be working positively. im feeling soo relieved… :) thanks for all you guys’ prayers… everyday is a new day… but, im feeling good about this new treatment… i know that ultimately, everything is in God’s hands, but at least for now, i dont feel hopeless.