You're everything I need and more. :)

Everyone grieves in their own way.

I write.

Soo much has happened in the past month, it's been overwhelming... Now that everything has settled down, Im left with so many different decisions to make, and its scary.

im sorry i really havent written in awhile... truth is, i had to let things just fall into place.. i have A WHOLE BUNCH OF un-finished posts.:( sorry....

My mom was a big part of my life, I miss her everyday. Im sad that I can't physically see her.... but i know that she's beginning her next life in heaven watching over all of us, and still taking care of us... its just hard, and there are times, when i wish she would just pop up out of no where and say hi... i just want to know that she's ok--- even tho, i know she is.

i cant tell everyone enough, how much i appreciate all the kind things that people have been giving to us... prayers, consoling gifts, and supportive words.. even hugs, kisses and tissues!! its been hard, but with everyone's help. its been a little easier.

Ive been so inspired, to just live a simple, balanced, happy life.....


Luckily, Babe is here now.. and we can get our lives on track, together rather then apart. Its soo much easier that way, and ive been so scared... but somehow, with his strength, i know everything will work out, and we will be ok.

ive been taking things one day at a time, i know ive been lagging, especially on the blogging front, but i need time to just live life so i have something to blog about...

I rescued a lil puppy... 3 months old, terrier mix and decided to name her Bella, cause i really liked the name Isabelle... (yeah--- no twilight influence). She's been a handful but she's a puppy so she is easily forgiven.

i have a couple of interviews lined up next week... hopefully, everything goes great.

wish me luck.